I'm considering hijacking this thing. What I have to say is incredibly personal, but needs to be said. I can't evaluate it on my own anymore and I thought more eyes than my own may shed some light. I have to do some editing still so it will be a while. I know the internet is a terrible forum for discourse. And baring yourself to strangers is not something that should be done online. That I'm going to do this should be a testament to how strongly I am feeling and how much this is bothering me.

But as sensitivity to others has always been important to me. Is anyone not okay with me doing this?